Caste

With you besides, I believed in heaven
and there was heaven beneath my feet
There was fragrance, fragrance everywhere
and my life tasted so sweet

Then one day, you said I was not of your caste
and that I should forget our love
because your dad would not approve
No matter whether my love was true

I listened to you as you bid good bye
with smile in my lips and tears in my eye
A grief so unforgiving I could not contain
I wondered if I would feel alive again

Now, tell me the religion of the tears I weep
Or the caste of the broken heart I keep
Tell me the creed of the pain I endure
My blood and tears are same and pure

Frozen Moments

Your memories are now my Anchor
I will hold them close to my heart
I will live in those frozen moments
Till death will do us apart

A rich world of my own, I decorated
Superior to what god could have made
because in my frozen moments
the roses refuse to fade

There is joy in saddest of sorrows
there is hope in any despair
there is a small leeway for happiness
No pain in beyond repair
That’s why I live with your memories
and your smile is always there
in my frozen beautiful moments
You always say I care

An unlived life has no glory
An unloved life has no charm
Unshed tears are more painful
In life, failings are a norm
but I live in those frozen moments
where your cuddle is always warm

As longings become my destiny
And yearning replace my desire
Till the day I can breath no more
Till the day I can dream no more
and cold silence spreads to my heart
I will live in those frozen moments
Till death will do us apart

You said you loved me!

You said you loved me!

You said you loved me and I trusted you
I trusted you with my heart and soul
and then you broke my heart into a million pieces
that now I shudder to trust anymore

While I crouch to gather those pieces
The pieces of my life and my dreams
I reminisce those frozen moments with you
To live my life in them again

To lose you my dear was sad indeed
but to have loved you was even more
But to have lost myself in the zeal of love
Is a loss I cannot restore

I wish all this was a dream
And I could wake up to a new reality
Where I would not have a heart
That can be broken again